Friday, November 29, 2013
Rare Concert Footage of The Band, 1970 +playlist
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Thursday, November 28, 2013
2:09 A.M. I am in terrible pain.I am listening to the new Bad religion album.I guess it really better if I just let Cindy sleep and I know now that even not agreeing with her can cause catastrophic series of shitty behavior.It has also come to light that she doesn't fell appeciated I have gotten an ass chewing and told i was a martyr and I don't knoif this bodes whats in store for december I do not think i can handle it because she has gotten unreasonable at times and then gets upset at my reactions which I am not aware of .I am a little nervous.I know she is capable of violence and I can tell she is resentful of the fact that I stil have
Thanksgiving and I am in nots she knows what i am going to do an sighs goes to bed leaving me with the echoes of hw nothing hs changed and my family should do more to include her of make her feel that way.I am so confused that I begin to cry I think she is having a mood swing of some sort and it scares me.She can be so callus and since she thinks I am not smart and feeling like a stranger from a strange land.At least she is laughing and talking I can't handle too much heavy conversation and debating I just want things to get better but I don't know what to do.She has to meet me part of the way I feel like she takes a stance like Lori cause she sure seems to resent my family and nothing has been right for days and it is all evidently my fault I think she really is having problems and I don't know if I am strong enough for this kind of thing I refuse to take all the blame either.I know not what tommorrow.
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