Thursday, November 28, 2013
Thanksgiving night 6:18 I've had a good day listening to Dinosaur Jr in memory of Wendy Lawson right this moment.Memories flood back in droves I miss her a lot Peace be with you angel.
I am thankful I am out of the hospital but I am scared for my friend Scrappy he is in ICU heart problems he used to do lots of cocaine and its hurt him and honestly it scares me too.It also makes me sad because we becams such close friends,I need to send him a card and see him when I go home.Friends like that are few and far between and so should be cherished.I do know that.
Wednesday, November 27, 2013
11:00 closes in quietly if not stoically .I am hurting tremendousy and I know Syd is still upset at me .I am frustrated as hell and don't know what to do with it. I have nothing to say that doesn't seem to make things worse and she csll me passive aggresive.I am torn up and she comes off about how she would she I dunno we just seem to keep moving from crisis to crisis.Nothing seems to be good enough and I don't understand it does she think those comments don't cut and cause more problems or embarassing me in public that burns.If I bring it up I will be wrong from jump.
At least I got some good practice in today.
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